I dont wanna be,
lukewarm for God.
I dont wanna be at church on fri/sun but drinking on saturday I dont want anything to do with anything that will not please God. I wanna be on fire and full of God all the time. I dont even wanna think about getting wasted & finding pleasure in that, because the greatest pleasure is really serving worshiping and living a lifestyle all out for God.
but I’m only human, and sometimes I wanna hit rock bottom so then God can save me, but I think that’s really selfish; i know He’ll always forgive me, no matter how off track I get.
Now that college friends are gonna be back in town a lot of thoughts are running threw my head, not the godly ones.. I was already invited to a party.
I AM NOT DRINKING! I DECLARE ALL BONDAGE OF THAT ON ME OUT OF ME. that I WONT WANT TO DRINK NOT BECAUSE ITS WRONG, BUT BECAUSE ITS NOT RIGHT. GOD IS THE ONLY WAY THE truth and the light. HE’s THe only pleasure I fully wanna drown myself into, he is my savior & my provider, and the one who love me and comfort me each and everyday. He is my best friend, one I’ll never lose., one I never wanna let go of or replace.
